As we continue our journey through the land of The Stroke I find moments of pure aww and amazement of how the brain maybe working... or the fact that I don't know at all how the brain maybe working.
Since my husbands stroke a little over three and a half months ago I've witnessed many a "miracle".
I have always had faith but over the course of a few years it's come into question in my mind.
Now I have my answers. THERE IS NO WAY our lives here on earth are all a part of "science" alone.
There have been too many times in three months that I have been a witness to the glory of God.
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| Me and The Mister Sept '12 |
As you sit and watch, reflect and take in a day of my Mister's life you see that science has been proven wrong every step of the way.
Yesterday, as Gary and I sat and laughed about what may have seemed insane to others, it was pure delight and thrilling to us.
Gary vocalized and gestured for almost a full hour. His mind fired in the speech department and his left hand wouldn't stop trying to explain what his voice couldn't.
Doctors told me in the beginning that Gary had permanent damage to his brain. That maybe, but what isn't damaged is doing overtime to fix it all.
I can only BELIEVE that this is God's gift to us.
This time, where all but my own voice is heard, is a time for me and my family to learn to
BE STILL.
Let God work through our lives, our struggles and our joys.
Make us sit back and reflect, and to gather our thoughts, and realize what life is really all about.
Embrace the CRAZY thoughts, the sadness, THE LESSONS
But I know this, GOD is with me, my family, MY MISTER.
I had my first real breakdown last Saturday. The last time I cried like that was in 1992. My brother had passed away from cancer and I missed him terribly. Like then, I held strong for a few months. The rock, the person of reason and the wonder woman care giver. But like all super hero's I broke.
I let go, let it all out and then told Gary I wouldn't be apologizing for my loss of control. It felt too good to let it all out.
As I spill my thoughts out here in my blog, as I ramble through my thoughts with you and my cup of coffee,
I can only say
I KNOW GOD IS HERE!